Dreams

So my brother woke up and made so much noise that I woke up as well. Having no idea what time it was I grabbed my MP4 (for my phone was dead) and looked at the time. It was 9am. Seeing how late it was I told my mom that we should stay home for there was no point in going to school when I was more than a couple of hours late. She said she could take us there if we wanted to but since I didn't I just went back to bed. And so my brother woke up and made so much noise that I woke up as well. Having no idea what time it was I grabbed my MP4 (for my phone was dead) and looked at the time. It was 5:30am. It was all but a dream.

Dreams. How annoying. I don't find anything appealing in dreaming nor the fact that our subconscious can control our minds like some puppet. Either you wake up terrified because you saw what you didn't want to see or you wake up upset because you saw things that are simply too good to be true. Then again if we didn't dream we wouldn't have life goals and life itself would be so monotonous and dull. Plus I would kill myself if I had to wake up knowing I'm just as mentally boring as the rest of the world. But I'm also sick and tired of my subconscious playing games with me when I simply don't feel like playing at the moment.Ah, dear mind..how I love you but sometimes I wish I could kill you.

Twilight

So I literally just came back from the movie theater. What a day. My best friend and I got there like 5 minutes late and the movie ticket dude REFUSED to give us tickets. So we waited, and waited, and waited til three hours passed and saw Twilight (came out a bit late over here so shut up.)

Personally I prefer the books but I give the movie a 4 star rating. Rob Pattinson aka Edward was, as always, a great actor. I've always loved Pattinson. Plus he's smoking hot. Haha. Not the point. I respect him even more now for pulling off an American accent. The rest of the movie was pretty good but there is only one reason I didn't LOVE the movie and that reason is called Kristen Stewart. What the hell Kristen?! She didn't smile not even once! The day that woman smiles is the day a vortex will appear and swallow the whole universe. How annoying...

Another thing that sort of annoyed me were the people in the movie theatre. They laugh at every single girly crap that happened in the movie. The vamp and the chick kiss..they laugh. Ugh tweens. Don't pretend your mature when you're obviously not. But despite people's bs the movie was pretty damn good. Plus I got to eat like a pound worth of popcorn. yay! oh and ICECREAM and and a quesadilla mmmmm...

Harlequin.

I will write more about this later but for now I'm just gonna post two pictures for Kayloo who apparently doesn't know what a harelquin is.

A.D.D.

Well I WAS planning to talk about drama but Kayloo kinda beat me to it. Ah well doesn't matter. I'm actually in a surprisingly good mood and I'm not going to make a fuss about it. Pffft like I'll actually make a fuss about drama.

I think that I'm not in a bad mood because I discovered that I can do something that nobody (at least nobody i know) can do. I can shut down the gears that make my brain work and wander in my own little world whenever I please. It's like some wierd ass A.D.D. (Attention Deficient Disorder if you didn't know what it stands for). At first i was kind of pissed/worried when I found out how easily distracted I could get. It got to the point where my teachers thought I had a boyfriend because I was thinking about "him" and not about whatever the hell it is we were doing. Lol. Me. Boyfriend. Sureeee.

Most people say that the most annoying thing about highschool is/was the drama. You know, girls moping about the guy that'll never pay attention to them 'cause they can't seem to get the fact that he's like 5 years older inside their little heads. Oh yeah. Drama. I think that drama begins due to someone's lack of common sense. And then the disease turns into something contagious. Everyone is either acting like a drama queen or wants to kill themselves because of it. But not me. I am the one smart enough to wear an oxygen mask while everyone is inhaling that poisonous gas as if it were fresh air. I am the one who's capable of blowing a steel bubble that no one can burst. Not to mention I'm the only one who doesn't think about it the whole day becuase, like I said, I can shut down whenever the hell I please. Every kid in school seems to have a problem and yes, I also have problems, I DO know what the rest of them feel like and whats worse is that I HAVE gone through the same crap as them. I just simply choose not to care.

That doesn't mean that I'm cold-hearted. I choose to help people that I think need/deserve help. And if I get along with that person I'm willing to help them 24/7. But like I said: I don't care about people's ridiculous problems and therefore I don't like drama. Thanks to my wierd ass A.D.D. ,though, I can easily avoid the drama while no one else can. What's funny is when drama queens think I'm paying attention to them when I'm actually thinking about how life would be if I were a pirate. Ah I love my A.D.D. :)

Stalkers...

...need to get a life.
:)

The Book Thief

I know that I said that I was going to post my thoughts about stuff but I was dying to post this and I can't seem to move on until I do. Some of you (if any of you are actually reading this) know that I am addicted to this book called "The Book Thief" by Markus Zusak. Why do I like it? You probably wont understand :) But yeah..I just wanted to post my favorite part. Here's page 307 for you:

Death's Diary:1942

It was a year for the ages, like 79, like 1346, to name just a few. Forget the scythe, Goddamn it, I need a broom or a mop. And I need a vacation.

****A SMALL PIECE OF TRUTH****

I do not carry a sickle or a sythe. I only wear a hooded black robe when it's cold. And I don't have those skulllike facial features you seem to enjoy pinning me on me from the distance. You want to know what I truly look like? I'll help you out. Find yourself a mirror while I continue.

I actually feel quite self-indulgent at the moment, telling you all about me, me, me. My travels, what I saw in '42. On the other hand, you're human-you should understand self-obsession...

Hello.

Ok, so this is my first time blogging. Actually..it's the first time I've written/posted something talking about my oh so exciting life ( hope you noticed the sarcasm) in like 5 years haha. Yes, it's been quite a long time but after thinking for a while during my P.E. class (you kinda need a distraction to avoid exhaustion lol) I realized that I missed writing. It's not a good thing to keep your thoughts to yourself because there's alot to think of and only one brain to store your thoughts in. So why not write it all down? I wasn't going to start a blog. I find it quite ridiculous.. but after reading my friends' blogs I was slightly inspired to make one. I'm not going to pour my heart out on these blogs, though, nor am I going to talk about nothing but pure drama. No. I've decided to pick a word that's nailed to my brain and write what I think about it. And of course, being the bittersweet yet sarcastic person that I am, I do not give a damn of what you think about my blogs. Whether you love me or hate me for them I'll just keep on typing what I think about everyone and everything. Hmm..I think I'm pretty much done with my little "introduction". More blogs to come!